Hey y’all! It feels like it’s been awhile since I just sat down and talked with you guys. So, it’s October and I can’t believe it, now that my half birthday has passed I’m closer to being 17 than 16 and it’s crazy.
School has been very busy, keeping up straight A’s is extremely difficult. I’ve been obsessively checking my grades to make sure that they don’t drop, it’s probably unhealthy.
I’ve been in a lot of pain this week, my body is getting weaker and weaker, and I missed my chiropractic appointment last week so I’m going tomorrow instead. It takes every ounce of willpower I have to sit in school, which wrecks my energy levels in every format. I block myself off from everyone else when I’m hurting and it seems like I hate everyone around me. But I don’t, I’m just building my personal pyramid (or my pp *cough* Lauren *cough*) that keeps me and everyone else safe from the wrath of Aspen. Sometimes I just need to be alone, I love the people around me, but I can’t explain what’s wrong if I haven’t even sorted my thoughts yet. I need time to actually gain enough energy to have a conscious thought and then take a step back and get everything into perspective. Does this apply to anyone else?
On a different note, my orchestra concert is on Tuesday and while we sounded horrid about last week, we finally fixed the problems all the newbies were having and got it sounding pretty good. We’re playing Mythos and Lady of the Lake which are both pretty cool .
Topic change- again. There was a song that came on the radio the other day called Talk Too Much by Coin, and I really like it! It’s not what I usually listen to, but the style is growing on me, I’ll link it here! Speaking of talking too much (which is basically my life story. I forget that people that read my blog don’t get the real life experience of how much I like to talk) so you should definitely start a conversation with me! I’ll even lay out all of my contact information and platforms so you don’t even have to find the page on my blog (so nice, I know)
Google hangouts- email@example.com
I guess I should get to bed now… but I expect to see my phone flooding with messages within the next few days! JK, totally kidding guys, but I would love it if you did want to talk 🙂
Love y’all! -Aspen AKA The Author