Change

Hey y’all. Wow.

I’m currently sitting in the library of my college “studying” for finals which finish next week. One week, and my freshman year of college is over. Crazy. It’s been a busy, long, rough week. My boyfriend came to visit for 2 weeks for my birthday and it was SO much fun. We went to Kanab and spent time with my family, and even spent a night in Vegas together! He left on Sunday which just makes everything harder. It’s really difficult to go from such a high one morning to being alone studying for finals within a day.

I’m also packing everything that I own up so that I can move out this weekend. I’ll sleep at my best friend’s apartment for the few days left until finals are over and then drive home for the summer. I’m really excited to be able to spend time with my little brother and all my cousins. And then later this summer I get to go back to London (so insane) but on the way back, instead of getting on the plane alone, I get to hold Ewan’s hand, knowing that I never have to say goodbye for that long again which BLOWS MY MIND.

Lately I’ve been thinking about how much my life has changed in the last few weeks, months, or even year. Within the last few weeks i have nearly finished all of my classes, found out I’m going to see Kesha in concert (LITERALLY A DREAM, MY BEST FRIEND IS THE BEST) and we have planned our trip to Canada! It’s going to be Lauren’s first time out of the United States and its going to be a freaking blast, I love road trips with her (and I get to cross another country off my list)!

OH! And I almost forgot, I turned 19!

Within the last year, I have graduated from high school, traveled to Europe, met the love of my life, started college, spent Christmas in London, made many memories with my new friends and my best friend, and so many more. As excited as I am for summer and the next year to come, I’ll never forget this one. All of the skype calls, all of the late nights studying, watching way too much Beat Bobby Flay, hammocking, singing in the car, and so much laughing.

As difficult as it has been I am so grateful for everything I’ve experienced and learned this year. I am so lucky to have the people in my life that I do, and I can’t wait to make even more memories with them!

Hopefully I survive finals week and make it to next semester, wish me luck.

Love y’all! – Aspen AKA The Author

Is My Best Friend Better Than You? 

Hey y’all! I am currently in Bear Lake aka the best place on Earth! But this time my dad’s siblings came along with LAURENNN!  Right now we’re laying down with the softest blanket because our toes are freezing. 

Anyways, as I was reading posts I saw all about how Fibit, Elm, Sav, and L were hanging out. And I said how it’s not fair I don’t get to meet bloggers because they all live in Europe or the other side of the freaking country. 

So Lauren laughed at me because she’s a jerk. Just kidding (although she just barely called me a jerk so….)  But because I am sooo nice I said that it was okay because I had her. And she goes. “Yep, I’m better than them anyways”. 

BTW right now, she keeps saying she hates me for telling all of you 😂😂 Apparently I’m an eye-hole  (That word is copyrighted by her btw) 

Anyways, I just found it hilarious. What do you think? Comment down below! 

Love y’all! -Aspen AKA The Author 

Trigger, Trigger, Bullet

Yellow Frosting.
Trigger.

Half crescent moons.
Trigger.

Red chair.
Trigger.

Rope.
Trigger.

Every joking, “kill yourself”.
Trigger.

Songs, books, movies.
Trigger, Trigger, Trigger.
Bullet, Bullet, Bullet.

Into my head.
Into my heart.
Into my dreams.

Post Trigger, tears.

Traumatic Trigger, images.

Stress Trigger, screams.

DisorderTrigger, I can’t breathe.

Caiden.

Trigger.

A Recording! (With Lauren) A NEW SERIES

Hey y’all! Today Lauren decided that she wanted to talk to all of you so we did a recording. Apparently she likes seeing her name on my blog all the time and needed to make an official appearance.

We did a little Q&A and have also made the OFFICIAL DECISION to do Weekly Summer Recordings every Tuesday! So be sure to leave questions that you want answered (any topic! below)

And without further adieu here are the recordings!

1st Recording

This second one is the final question…

2nd Recording

Thanks for watching guys, we hope you enjoyed it! Make sure to comment down below a question that we can answer for next week’s Summer Recording!

Love y’all! -Aspen AKA The Author (& Lauren 🙂

 

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