I feel so damn pathetic for writing this.
I should’ve known. Nobody ever thinks it’s going to happen to them.
I never thought it would happen to us, never thought my first genuine heartbreak wouldn’t even be over a boy.
Everyone says growing up changes things and ruins friendships. I want to deny it so badly but I have less and less to push back with.
And the worst part is that suspense, still hanging in the air.
Will they or won’t they?
Will they or won’t they fix it, talk it out, make up, just like the good old days.
Will they or won’t they end it all, walk away, leave it in the past.
I don’t know. Will we or won’t we?