what if every single thing i want so bad never comes true…
what if i have no control over it at all?
what if i never had a choice at all and its all just a game my mind plays over and over again in a body that unconsciously makes the ultimate decision.
the question is, did any of it ever matter?
can my purpose really just be to experience emotions…
its like this broken down roller coaster i never chose to get on and now i can’t decide if i even want to get off
sure i might not make it, but then there’s no decision at all.
am i really so weak that i just want the easy way out? would i really rather give up than have to choose?
im so used to living for today i forget about tomorrow,
because tomorrow will always seem too good to be true.
-A.K.A. The Author